I've been going out these few days. It really did made me feel way way better. I went out to watch a movie with my girls on Wed, My girlfriend is an agent. The movie was super funny i rate it 5/5 go watch it. Then on Fri went to watch movie again with Farina and Nabilah, Gokusen. Since i've watched the 3 season drama series, the movie was enjoyable. rate it 4/5, go watch. I had two weeks training this week and it was tiring like usual. But i think we're getting better so yeah. Basically this week was fun and tiring :)

My nose is pissing me off since weeks ago. it got worst cause blood have been coming out of it out of a sudden. Also my leg cramps sudden attack when im training, it pisses me off really. Mum has been nagging me to seek a doctor but i kept dragging it. Maybe im going to see the doctor next week if it only gets really really worst. Erm my FA has been approved, thank god :) . Gonna get school things like books all that later this month. I have not yet done any holiday homework, gonna get it done in mid dec. I'll not be having training from 5 dec - 13 dec cause Ms Yu will be away so gonna do my assignment during those times. Sorry readers i cant update my blog daily but i'll try to update asap as i can. Thats all for now i think. Gonna finish watching my korean drama that i bought . Goodnite<3

Im feeling way better, no worries people and please ignore my previous post :) . Thanks to Marissa Rose, Nadia Fahany and SIti Nor Aishah who made my day today, thanks really. My girls are always awesome, love you guys. Im gonna update more soon, stay tune :)

For the longest time ever, D is online back. But he's msn was something wrong and he offlined. I just wanna make this clear to my girls. I dont think he like me back? i dont know, maybe not anymore. its hard to explain but when i meet you girls i will tell. I think he already fall for this girl which is he's friend and i know her. If he doesnt like her why he made the effort to give her such suprised and present right? i mean i did that for him but he didnt did that back to me. Im just not sure. And i chat with this girl just now on msn. We so called had heart-to-heart talk. I told her how i feel and all. She was nice asked me to believe in myself and be strong. But like i told you, if he's really into you and you both got into a relationship, i'll be happy for you both. yess eventhough it hurts but as long as he's happy im fine with it. Like what you said too, i must be happy and move on no matter what happens. yess i will, but it takes time isnt it? Cause i believe i've fall for him and it isnt easy to let go and forget him but i'll try really. And to D, eventhough you havent mention any of these things, i can feel that you dont like me no more eventhough those words dont come out from your mouth. I wont say anything or mention anything to you. Overall its your feelings and i cant control that can i? From now on i'll act as if nothing happened and if i can i'll try to avoid you. But just so you know, i love you no matter what happens. It's been 4 months or so. Like i said and like how i promised, i'll keep my promised as long as possible. ily TDSL :(

Sorryyy for not updating daily. I just didnt feel like blogging, thats why. So yesterday i checked my google account and got to know about the subjects im taking and what class im in next year. I got into 3E4, all 3E4 students will take (phy,chm) for science and (ss/geo) for combined humanities. But as for my elective i got poa and f&n :) Okayylahh, im quite satisfied with it. But what makes me really happy is all my girls will be in the same class with me!! Yess Aishah, Nadia and Ros. What more my guyfriends are in the same class too! Which is Ari and Aman. But some went into different class :( Im gonna miss 2E4 class spirit. But whatever it is E4 always!!

Had soccer that wednesday. like usual was tiring. i hate the running interval, but it did make my stamina increase. Gonna have training on Monday. And on tuesday the school field will be under maintainence and which means we cant use the field for training. Maybe we gonna train else where, im no sure. So today i went to granny house. watched Singapore Vs Thailand , kecoh ahhh. Hahah. The score was 3-1, Thailand won. Was screaming and screaming when singapore had the ball. They actually got many chance sia can score. aiyooo. I want to say that Rezky is very very cute, i loveeee his eyes :D Ohh babyboy gonna meet you next next week again? Be ready cause i wanna pinch your cheeks, haha.

“I guess it’s because I can’t help but to remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they’ve ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once.”

“Some people pass through your life and you never think about them again. Some, you think about and wonder what ever happened to them. Some, you wonder if they ever wonder what happened to you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again.. but you do.”

“I swear, I am the biggest overanalyzer that you will ever meet. I think so much about the little things that don’t even mean anything. I guess I’m just looking, looking for something that isn’t there.”

“Our problem is that we hate change and love it at the same time. What we really want is for things to remain the same, but get better.”

“We spend our whole lives telling ourselves that everything happens for a reason when in reality, it’s just that we give reasons for everything that happens.”